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Had the worst day so far. Could not stop crying. The pain wa

Had the worst day so far. Could not stop crying. The pain was so overwhelming. I went to see the Book Club with friends. Bit mistake. Since I had seen it with H at times during the movie tears just flowed down my face without me realizing it. I drove home crying and screaming, hitting my steering wheel. I had physio today and while I lay on the bed having heat on my hands I actually good bye letters in my head to my children. When I got home I called my mother crying. I spent 2 hours on the phone with her as she talked me off the ledge. I’m ok now but I can’t believe I got to that point. I want this separation to be done so I can move on. But H is such a procrastinator I have to do all the work so it makes it worse. Like I am digging my own grave. I have actually begun to feel hate towards him for putting me through so much pain and anguish.

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Km27's picture
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Jul 7

@Hecheated Hugs!

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Whatstheuseanymore's picture
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Jul 7

@scrappylady I live 1 1/2 hours from DWorld. You and I should go there. We would have a blast and make new memories!!!

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scrappylady's picture
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Jul 7

@Whatstheuseanymore that would be awesome. :)

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